I need to vent a little. its been a while since i posted anything. well so far in my life, as happy as i am, there are things that are wearing me down… the happy part, my girlfriend:) she is an amazing person that i feel very privileged to be dating. her voice is always so caring and supportive of me and everything she does and down to the thing she says always shocks me in a way that i think in my head ” wow that reply was, amazing! or how did she even think to say that? (in a good way)” well besides that, i’m back in school and i like it alot. I miss going to school and interacting with other people besides the ones i see every week and what not. But at the cost of taking classes is hurting me financially. I recently had to decrease my hours at work to keep up with my studies, but now, with a new employee that needs training time, is taking my hrs from work. i think my paycheck from working full at $1700 a month roughly has gone down to $1000 max. this isn’t enough to pay for school, car, phone, insurance on my bike, and other things. I am really leaving this one to the big guy upstairs to help me out on this one. the best i can do down here is work my ass off and try to do what i can and ride this out. hopefully, everything will clear out soon. I want to move out. I hate having to come home from my gf house just because my parents want me to sleep at home… i know they are worried about me, but i think its time where i can take care of myself. (first i need to get my financially live in order) so as soon as i can pull that off, i will get my own place. maybe with her~ a guy can dream. after 7 months (its been that long already???) well what felt really short time has already brought our relationship this far. I really hope i can keep on making her happy:) if she is happy and enjoying our relationship, then, i am happy:) this is so random and all over the place. my ideas jump so much. haha no wonder i suck at writing and get bad scores on essays~ oh well. some people can write, some people can take pictures, hmm what can i do?